December 2009
5 posts
Matt, Uncut: Empty
I don’t really know where to start or how to word this one … I feel empty. This same time last year, I felt empty. I was dealing with the same basic shit, just a different girl. This cycle needs to end, I can’t really deal with this anymore. As broken record as this sounds, I once again feel like the butt of one of God’s jokes that just isn’t funny. Quite frankly,...
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Random Haiku
Alone in the dark … Fear grips my mind, body, soul … Fear of being alone …
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Matt, Uncut: Better to have loved and lost?
Everybody knows the quote: “It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all” … but, I wonder sometimes. But, there is also a quote that says that you can’t miss something you’ve never had… Which is the truth? I remember that before I knew what being in love was like, I desperately longed for it, but couldn’t really say I missed it,...
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Matt, Uncut: Roses
On this episode, I’d like to discuss a random thought I just about roses. Roses have thorns. Those thorns aren’t very attractive to most, but thats probably why the aren’t there when we give the roses to someone. But I wonder how many people have seen roses in the natural state? My grandma has a rosebush at her house. Way back when I used to do lawn work there, I cut it down...
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Matt, Uncut: Random Ramblings about Everything,...
This episode has no real purpose other than to be the outlet of the random thoughts bouncing around in my head today. I seem to attract/be attracted to women with self esteem issues. This fact came to my attention this morning as I recapped a conversation with my “friend” last night and most of yesterday to my cousin. This is the girl I’ve been talking about the last few...
